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....And in the end I guess I had to fall
Always find my place among the ashes
I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me....
I'm giving blood tonight...
and I feel just like I could give it all away....
This is me forever...one of the lost ones....
moje ime....nametnuto,nevažno,prokleto....
hobi...trošenje mladosti....
dob...15....
obitelj...sasvim nepotrebna...
status...nevoljena,neželjena....
najveća želja...biti voljen,biti netko,biti JA...
stop me from hurting myself...
++...this keeps me alive....++
starke...
gitare...
crna,crvena i ljubičasta boju...
dečki s dugom kosom...
muzika...
anđeli...
crvene i crne ruže...
čokolada....
vampiri...
moj anđeo...moj KURT...
jedan mali...iako je debil bez premca...
krv...
moj jedini MATT....
pjevanje i sviranje....
My blood's reaching the floor...
it hurts me so much...
I tried not to bleed...
but it was worth of your touch...
++...this buries me down...++
moj život...
škola...
starci...
neki ljudi....
ljudi koji se prave da su nešto što nisu...
umišljene kurve...
narodnjaci....
...They all laugh at me because I'm different...
I laugh at them because
they're all the same...
++...this is what I live for...++
Apocalyptica
Bullet for my valentine
Blind Guardian
Children Of Bodom
Dimmu Borgir
Evanescence
Helloween
HIM
Iron Maiden
Linkin park
My Chemical Romance
Nirvana
Pantera
System Of A Down
Slayer
Slipknot
Sonata Arctica
...only the good die young...
all the evil seems to live forever...
It's better to burn than fade away....
Skin the sun
Fall asleep
Wish away
The soul is cheap
Lesson learned
Wish me luck
Soothe the burn
Wake me up
Without the mask, where will you hide?
Can't find yourself lost in your lies
We're breathing only to fade away,
we're running only to get caught...
I see angels burning, falling down in ruins...
Looking down I see me, I'm my own enemy...
Love's the funeral of hearts
And ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom
The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you
Dying is easy...it's living that scares me...
...I hate myself and want to die...
Loneliness isn't being alone...
it's feeling alone...
Beat me in the ground and take
all that what I have left...but you can't take who I am...
dok sam počela raditi ovaj blog,upitala sam se....zašto ga radim??i zašto već sad znam da neću objaviti svoje pravo ime na njemu??...zbog straha...zbog straha od odbacivanja...ili zbog želje da napokon nađem mjesto gdje ću biti prihvaćena...i gdje ću moći biti ja...gdje se neću bojati reakcije na svaku svoju izgovorenu riječ,svaki svoj postupak ili svaki svoj pokret....prijatelji bi trebali biti ljudi koji ti znače sve u životu,koji ti pomažu,kojima sve možeš reći...ja nikad nisam osjetila što je to pravi prijatelj...sve što sam je nekome bila je prijatelj iz potrebe...jeli moguće da sam si sama kriva??jesam li ja predodređena za samoću??hoću li ja biti prva osoba koja nikada neće biti voljena??previše je pitanja...a ja nemam odgovor ni na jedno...sve što znam je da ne podnosim svoj život i da ništa u njemu ne valja...ako je istina da te ljudi vide onakvima kakvima ti sam sebe vidiš onda mene ljudi vide kao glupo,ružno,malo kopile koje nema snage za ništa...ne,nema snage ni da okonča svoje muke...iako je pokušala...i nastavit će pokušavati...iz dana...u dan....
ako se upitam....
jesam li zadovoljna svojim životom??
jesam li postigla išta??
hoću li ikada biti nešto??
hoću li ikada biti sretna??
...na sva pitanja,odgovor će biti ne...
zašto se ne potrudim popraviti to??
zato što vjerujem u sudbinu...svakome je zapisano
kakav će život imati...meni piše da neću imati život...
There goes my valentine again,
Soaked in red for what she said,
And now she's gone.
Oh my god have I done it again,
There's a pulse and it's deafening.
I can't help what I hear in my head,
It's the switch that I flick they said.
Hand of blood, I don't wanna feel like my heart is breaking.
Hand of blood, I don't wanna see that my life is burning.
I saw you look away
Is what you've seen too much to take, or are you blind and seeing nothing?
(I saw you run) I saw you run away
Is what I've done too much to take or are you scared of being nothing?
There's a stain on my hand and it's red
Oh my god, am I losing it?
I can't help what I've done or I've said
It's the button I push
Hand of blood, I don't wanna feel like my heart is breaking
Hand of blood, I don't wanna see that my life is burning
I saw you look away
Is what you've seen too much to take, or are you blind and seeing nothing?
(I saw you run) I saw you run away,
Is what I've done too much to take or are you scared of being nothing?
ne znam što da više napišem...
nemam nikakve inspiracije...nadam se da sam bar donekle
objasnila sebe....
zauvijek Vaša....Freddy....
